Excitement!

Today I am going to a five-year-old's birthday at like 1pm or somewhere around there.
It's about an hour and a half away, I think!
But anyway, it's really hot these days!

Tomorrow I'll probably do something fun with the one and only perfect friend. --->
Yay!

Excitement (as the title says) is referring to the million things in my head! There will be a laser tag trip with all our friends once we pick a day. I'm excited for that and I hope a LOT of people can go! It's always fun with more people. And my birthday is a tiny bit less than two months away! (November 3rd).

I'll be eighteen! Finally. I want to have a family-bring-a-friend dinner at Hometown Buffet the day of. Then I want a little party gathering to hang out and celebrate turning 18 with my friends (you know, cake, singing, presents, etc.). And for kicks, I want to gather everyone and go ice skating because my two other friends did that and we decided it'd only make sense for me to do it for my 18th birthday too! Haha.

AND if anyone wants to do something special for me 'cause they love me, I WOULD BE HAPPY.

Every year my friends ask me "What do you want for your birthday?" And EVERY year I say "I don't know. You don't have to get me anything!" And then they say, "But I AM. So what do you like?" And I reply, "I DON'T KNOW." But they keep saying, "WHAT DO YOU WANT?"

It's not something easy to answer.

So this year, if they ask me, I am going to ask for BIG things. Like a car. A house. Money. A new phone. And such. Things that they can't actually get me (unless they were filthy rich). And they'll be like, "No, seriously."
And I'll reply, "Something soft and cuddly."

Imagine if I said that answer to everyone! I'd probably get a million soft and cuddly things! Hahaha.

I don't want to ask that from anyone.

Besides. I'd rather just have their presence at my party. =]

And their unconditional and undying LOVE. <3

Hehe!

Welp, until I post again...

Always,
Stephanie Ann

P.S.
He makes fajitas!?

Me and Jesus.

Someone loves you, even when you don't think so, don't you know? You've got me and Jesus! =]

So today I somewhat am cleaning my room, it's just getting sort of boring. I guess I'll be going to eat dinner with my sister and her friends, unless I invite some people. But I don't know who's available, so I guess I'll have to ask.

Guess freakin' WHAT? I did bad on text messaging this month. Hehe! It gets reset on like the 7th, but I can only send probably like 26 more before I go over. So basically I should probably call about things more often so that doesn't happen. (Or use Yahoo SMS messaging).

Anyway, I'm hoping this weekend doesn't turn out crazy. So many plans are just coming at me and I can't ...keep up! Which means I usually end up sitting at home (like today) because I tried keeping it open for whatever reasons as to not interfere with plans that basically were never planned. Confusing much, do not you think?

Well, at least it gave me time to sorta clean stuff here in my room. Even though I didn't do much to make a difference, but I did wash clothes and all I need to do is tidy everything up and it'll look a little more decent. :]

I was listening to "Me and Jesus" by Stellar Kart just now, hence the title of this blog.

But it's true! The lyrics I put on top of this blog are amazing if you really think about it. I LOVE to be the type of person whom you feel you can trust and share things with. I absolutely CARE for my brothers and sisters in Christ, how could I turn any of them down? Sometimes it's tough saying the right things...but in many cases...they just want a listening ear!

Anyway, I just felt like updating somewhat of what's going on. Nothing much lately, but hopefully something fun or BIG will occur so I can write about it and stuff.

Much Love,
Stephanie Ann

P.S.
My mommy won't get unlimited texting yet! :(

Give it ALL.

Today I feel much... better! I don't know. Something helped with that, of course.
But last night I had some prayer about something I've never actually specifically prayed for! I mean, I have somehow, but not EXACTLY the way I did last night. And I did MEAN it.

So today I woke up to my phone vibrating, but I could not find it because I had no idea where I left it the night before. Hehe. Well, I was like freakin' out. Not literally, but it just sounds funny! I didn't know what time it was but I was thinking it was somewhere around nine o'clock and that my friend Steven might text while he's at school during his break. Because he's all lonely and stuff, I was like DUDE. WHERE IS MY PHONE? Haha. Anyway, I found it in my pants pocket, and I was like.. o.O Hehehehe. SO yeah. I got to the text in time.

But anyway, I like RARELY ever see this friend anymore, so it's kinda like text messages are all we communicate by... Sad, but things will get better! ^^ Hence why I'm happy. Because God is pretty awesome. I mean, He brings people into our lives for specific reasons, and then when we grow confused, all we have to do is go STRAIGHT to Him and PRAY. If we let Him take control, things will start making sense.

I say this and know nothing of the future, might I remind you. :)

As for today, I'm feeling pretty good...

Until Next Time,
Stephanie Ann

My Very First Blog.

I have a lot of feelings.

Don't we all?

I mean, why am I not just writing them down? I feel like it makes sense if I do. So I am. And it's at a place where it's not that obvious. Actually, it is, but only to people who know about it.


Who is going to read everything I write? I mean, that requires usually a pre-friendship with me. Someone who knows me and cares for my feelings, in which they'd take the time to read this.

In any case... this is where I will share all my... ushy gushy, lovey-dovey, depressing, happy, confused, and all the goods...stuff.

The One and Only,
Stephanie Ann