How could one, small, tiny, little glimpse of a reminder allow my extremely happy mood to come crashing down to the ground and shatter all over the place into a million pieces?
How could this sadness come at me like a train, scaring me and putting me at the verge of tears? I'm one thought away from crying, and it's ridiculous in a way. I told myself it didn't matter what the case was, I was just happy. But I guess there was slight hope that everything was more different than ever and my faith was strong. I was gaining hope all over again, wasn't I?
But that small and minute thing that stabbed me so incredibly hard has taken away that huge joy in a matter of milliseconds. Will I always be slapped this way?
I will remain in high hopes that through my colloquy of heart to confession, you will come to thoroughly penetrate the very entity of my enduring fidelity.
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