Gravity.

Gravity means we weren't meant to fly away. A force keeps us grounded on where we are at. We jump up, we come back down. We rise, we fall. It's this tug at our hearts when we try to escape where we're meant to be. Why must it be so powerful? I now only tug just to see if it still has its same effect and it does. The more powerful it becomes, the weaker I grow trying to go against it. But only a few failed attempts later, I'm right back where I started.

You may push me away, but I shall apologize for my constant returns. Your gravity is the one to blame, but you're not too terrible to return to. This force is obviously created by your addictive aroma. When I do get disappointed, you too easily turn beautiful all over again. Your words have hooks, and they fly from your mouth and into my heart. I turn my eyes away for but a moment, then straight back at you they become.

I cry to understand what my heart's trying to tell me. Only the tears can explain its full explanation. Do you laugh at my torture? Am I the only one trying to understand this gravity? I'm searching deep and far to discover the puzzle we're in. All the while I'm growing to love you a lot more than I had imagined. Only because I never imagined it on our first day. I cannot stop what is happening, and I only wish we both woke up with a different situation.

My greatest and sincere apologies that I am incapable of fully grasping the honest truth with you. Each time I try I fail miserably upon the breaking of my heart. I'm too scared to stare into that door that I turn away all too quickly. It makes almost no sense at all to me and I wish I didn't have to understand. But I've promised to love you and nothing you can do will stop me. From your very eyes to the deepest part of your heart, I will love you. Even if you are never to ever return this commitment and faithfulness.

Your gravity is the best force I've ever walked into. Beside all the pain and sorrow that follows, every magnificent moment spent with your entire being truly makes up for it. The good overpowers the bad in far more ways than one. I cannot lie to you and pretend that this is not all true behind my eyes. You may very well read me like a book, granted I do not turn my gaze. Please understand with genuineness that I will not be walking away. I've decided I do not want to give up. Whether it takes one day, or a lifetime, I will be waiting for you. Because as long as I'm around in your life, I will always want to be that one person who loves you unconditionally. I cannot bear the thought of losing you to someone who was not challenged to love you like I have been. I cannot bear the thought of losing you to someone you made it easy for. And I cannot bear the thought of losing you to someone....who later realized they couldn't love you if you did not feel the same.

I desire a future with you always in it, and I'm willing to love you even if you do not desire the same with me.

I shall thank the power of gravity that I have not walked away from you.