Soon.

My expectations have failed me in the best ways I could ever impossibly imagine. A dream I've dreamed to experience it in ways that never previously existed. Finding happiness in the smallest things I never desired in the first place. I found an open chair in a life I never spoke of before. Silently I took a seat without hesitation. I was unaware of a future that would hold everything I ever needed. To look up and gain knowledge. To look ahead and shyly smile.

It became a well-known word; repeated perfectly. I begged Him at night to find me, to lead me, to love me. A shield found its way in front of my heart. A thankful plea found its way above me. To find a place where I belong; that's all I asked. The word He gave me, the hope He filled inside of me--it pleased me. The room He put me in, the chair He sat me in, the table He placed me at--He wanted me exactly where He put me. Chained to my place with a smile pasted on my face. I wanted to be trained to fight, I wanted to take the task.
How could He find me worth it? How could He think I could do it? But must I question Him? I lay in bed at night only to be in a completely different place.

Here is my genesis. A beautiful puzzle forming into a picture. Pieces falling together in ways I could have never imagined. My imperfections creating perfection. All of who I am in exactly the right place on earth. If there's one thing that keeps me going, one word that soothes me, it's soon.